I'm really proud of myself though. I was ready to give up on the surgery, because I didn't think I could get through this pre-op thing, & just lose the weight on my own like I've been doing up until this point. But I couldn't do it. I couldn't give up. It's just not in my nature. Determination. Perseverance. THAT'S in my nature.
I went to my support group tonight. They recommend you go to it & it really does help to talk to people that are going through this weight loss journey as well. It definitely has helped me. Having the support of your friends & family is crucial. It's very different though when you talk to people who understand how your feeling & what you're dealing with because they're right there with you, going through it too.
Tomorrow is the big day though! My nerves are all over the place which is why I'm going to TRY to go relax & unwind. I just wanted to put out some last thoughts before surgery. The word 'surgery' & 'anesthesia' make me nervous but I know the man upstairs has my back & I'm going to be just fine. Wish me luck! : )
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